anatomy of sex.

sounds so inappropriate, but yet another fun show!...

here's a funny memory...
for most of my life i can remember bein' such a bully to boys. either physically or mentally. using verbal abuse or sarcasm. lol. but i was typically mean to the boys that liked me. i look back &question why?! i have just always been that girl that only wanted the guy i liked, to like me. which is a bit contradicting considering i like attention (natural though, i don't crave it).

but anyway, i remember in the 6th grade when i found out tyson edwards had a crush on me i talked so much shit to everyone about him. i made as much fun of his appearance as i could &somehow had him chase me around school only to see him fall &roll through the tan bark. LOL!!! even after all the cuts, bruises &scars, not a chance goes unmissed that when we come across one another he still tries to hit on me. which is even funnier because i could now say that i've turned him down over a million times. haha. surprisingly though, i could say to this day that we are still friends &have stayed friends after all the humility. he'd probably just laugh &jokingly bitch about this blog if he were to read it...

my bf would probably even say that i'm still a bully, but he knows better ;) haha... JK!
some things just never change... &i'm amazed.